My first posting and it's already crappy.My life is just out of balance, but I don't know how to get it back on track. I don't know what it is, but I feel trapped in my own skin. Overall, very unhappy with my life! I hate the school that I'm going to (it's a half assed piece of  crap and I'd learn more spending my tuition at Amazon) and I really don't like my new job (the position is just a glorified errand boy and I'm already bored to tears!!). I just want to know how and where did I go wrong with my life. 

It started out so damn simple, I wanted to be a photographer. Eventually it evolved into film. So what's wrong with that? Am I not trying hard enough? Is God pissed off at me? (and if you are let me know how I can get back on your good side) What the hell did I do and how do I fix it?  Do I just walk out on faith and leave both, or just hold the course?? This can't be my life this has to be a joke. I wonder if anyone else has ever been in a situation like this, and if so how the hell did they climb out of it? I feel that I'm about to have a mental breakdown.