Okay that's it I'm really pissed (an inspired) now. I want to move to NYC and I'm going to do it NOW! God was right! (He's saying DUHHH! Right now) But one of my friends from college is in NYC right now, living and actively becoming a photographer (my childhood dream). I'm so fucking jealous it hurts me to the bone. lol oh well my fault for not taking an active role in my own life!