This year I'm going to be a lot different than I have in the past. I really want to make a conscious effort not to be a whiny complaining do nothing critical jerk! I want to have the life I daydream about. So I'm going to set out of my head and live it instead of dreaming it. Dreams are okay as long as they are not all you have. 2009 feel so much better, I feel optimistic and actually happy for once in my life. Hmm, that is something.

So in a effort to do all of the things I have set out before myself, I am going to make my list public so that I will be held accountable. I think one of the many reasons I never finish my goals is because I never let people know what the hell I'm doing. (other include: lack of faith, fear, rejection, laziness, procrastination, and being overwhelmed with the steps in-between).

But this has got to change and 2009 is the year to do it. There is not time like the present.

“It is not enough to be busy, so are the ants. The question is, what are we busy about?”
- Henry David Thoreau